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I'm always happy and here's how.(Nov/26/2024)

I'm gonna tell you my secret to happiness.


First thing first:You need to acknowledge the fact that there is no such thing as "being purposeful".

There's not a single thing on the whole galaxy that has any meaning to it's exsistence

we're all here for no apparent reason at ALL, and you need to keep that in your MIND.

And don't feel bad just because you suck at everything and feel like you're just a waste of oxygen

no one's better than the other just because they can do something pointless better in an utterly meaningless world

just be happy with being whoever you are and stop trying to overachieve beyond yourself

and only focus on things that only you YOURSELf wants to do

not because you don't wanna be laughed at, not because you crave validation

think deeply about the root cause of motivations for things you want to do

to determine who you are and what you really want.

And REMEMBER:the world is going to find a way to maintain itself whether you exist or not

so no need for you to find the reason to live or die

it is totally okay to just watch the world spin around

because, at the end of the day:it is pointless to even have a purpose.

Whatever.(Nov/19/2024)

How are you doing today?


My life for the past 3 days has been going pretty nicely!

Except for the ruined sleeping schedule and common cold

because the weather decided that it's going to be autumn at the very last moment after a very long lasting summer.

BUT, it is getting better and I'm listening to albums that I was planning to listen before I got too sick.

Right now I'm listening to Sash!'s Trilenium album and burning the spirit of Y2K into my auditory cortex.

Also I found the samples that I've been looking forever

and I've been playing with them all the time for the past few days.

I'll post something that I made using those samples so stay tuned.

Good Morning.(Nov/11/2024)

Good morning people!


I woke up pretty ealy this morning. it was about 4 am.

I started my morning by brushing my cat's hair while watching a news on NHK,

they were running a program about global warning and renewable energy.

Do you know that there's an undersea CO2 storage factory in Norway called Northern lights? I didn't.

After that I took a walk around town while listening to the music that I saved on my phone in the past few days that I haven't listened yet

because my headphone broke like a week ago and only got the new one yeaterday(they sound okay for a dollar store headphone).

And then I came back, took a shower, ate my breakfast and now I'm writing this.

Today I am planning to work on one of the pages on the menu, gallery probably.

what is your paln for today? meet someone? work? party? perhaps nothing?

whatever it is, have a nice day.

First diary ever.(Nov/11/2024)

GUYS I MADE IT !!!!


I finally made my first diary.

It's been soooo long but I'm still here!!!!

making my own website has been a very difficult experience for me

(and I still don't know how to work around CSS)

but it always has been one of my dream

to have my own website so I'm glad I haven't given up yet:)

I have a whole lot more to do to finish this website, and I'm so excited!

and lastly, thank you to everyone who has visited this website. ILY ALL:)